BOO!

Okay so I am going to California for Spring Break. Most people would say, " OMG YOU'RE SO LUCKY!" well the truth is I'm not. I go there by myself on a 6 HOUR flight. My DAD is going to pick me up! BOOO! It's not like I have anything against him or anything, it's just that he is a workaholic and I suspect him of being gay. Wish me luck! If there is anyone reading this besides me. Well until I write next time (which I think won't happen in a while)! ADIOS!

Sanctuary

Well today is my first blog in awhile. Anyway Chinese New Year started, and that is supposed to be a merry, happy, festive time, right? Well if it is . . . Why do I feel so sad? Today I left California, San Fransisco to be exact. I realized a lot of things while I left. I would actually miss my father. Which is actually pretty strange, considering the fact that he abandons me a lot. Sometimes I feel like I don't exist to him. Like today. We started out pretty bad. But then he did something that made me feel pretty regretful on how I treated him. But now that regret has been chipped to pieces, shattered, washed away. I am back home. But the thing is I can't wait to go to school tomorrow. Now that may seem kind of strange. But, you know how your home is supposed to be your sanctuary? Well mine isn't. Believe it or not it is my school. There I can clear my mind, and not have to think about all the troubles on the home front. For example the reason why my regret has been swept away by the wind is because my father kept something so BIG away from me. My uncle has arrived in America. Just hours after I left San Fransisco. He is staying for a month and my dad- my loathed, hated, lying, scheming, terrible father- kept that away from me. I am really hurt because I didn't know that, and I never get to stay that long with him. NEVER. Anyway, school is my only sanctuary, I wish that I can come home and have my troubles washed away like my regret today. But that can never happen, not even in my sanctuary. Where I still have so many worries. Homework, grades, projects, the list is endless. But there I put on a facade, I pretend to be the girl that I want to be, which I know deep down inside I might never truly be. I pretend like I don't have any worries, sorrows. I act like school is a breeze. Which it is compared to what I have waiting for me at home. So that is the end of my day. If anyone is reading this please know that I appreciate a view. Knowing that I am not doing this for nothing. Just leave a comment at the least, please?

I need to take a CHILL PILL!

As I said before I wouldn't really get to come on that often, if I didn't I just told you. I am on winter break and I can actually rest for a while. But now I have to do all this Science Fair Junk and it's drivin' me INSANE. But I guess I can't just do nothing so I'm gonna take a break. Anyway I've been going to camp 'cause my mom needs to WORK! So I have to take an honorable sacrifice. The best thing about me is that I am so modest. I'm just kidding, I'm not that modest, except for when I want to be . . . which I usually do. Besides modesty isn't really the best part of me, in my opinion anyway. Well on Christmas I got the Lightning Thief series, which reminds me I have to add that to my favorite books list. Well I can tell you that I liked it a lot I finished the third book The Titan's Curse today. I am started to get interested about Greek Mythology. Awesome stuff. I 'specially like Athena (Goddess of wisdom and the arts) , and a little of Aphrodite (Goddess of love and good looks). Well you might be thinking that I am a complete bubble-brain now. But I really am not, I don't really care about my looks, its just that Aphrodite seems like such a perfectionist, and some people say that I am one to. To tell you the truth I don't really know why I like her, I don't even like those type of people. But oh well. Anyway I also got cute pairs of earrings. Well Until next time . HAPPY NEW YEAR! Hey, who knows when the next time I'll come on will be!?

The Muggle Struggle

According to Harry Potter I am a muggle ( a non-magic being). Right now I really wish I could cast a spell and have my work done for me. But I can't. It's 11:32 and I am feeling blue. I have a lot of work to do. I went to Tae Kwon Do today, which is great, I never really get to go. I was struggling to keep up today. My mother and I got into another argument, which is really surprising, since we have been having them all the time now. So anyway, I'm working on my homework, which is a HUGE assignment that I started a few days ago. I am struggling to keep up the good work, but it's due tomorrow. Anyways, HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

The Stress Mess

The first time I ever blogged anything. Seems kinda interesting and weird, putting my life out there for people to read. Anyway today I went to school, like a good girl should. Obviously I am a good girl otherwise this blog wouldn't even exist. No questions asked there. I am currently doing homework, and well yeah. I went to a meeting of Toastmasters (a speaking community) with my mother. Usually when she speaks I get embarrassed like I did today. I am Asian, Chinese specifically. So when my mother went up there today I felt really strange. She doesn't speak with an accent or anything, it's just that she has pretty bad grammar issues. Okay not that bad, but she has a tendency to say um, but, uh, and etc. a lot. That usually wouldn't be a problem but here you have to pay, for every mistake you make. Anyway my friends call me "Hitler" but that's okay. I couldn't care less. But after this ended my mother and I got into a heated argument, no questions asked there either. The problem is that she always compares me to people, especially my friends that don't really do as good as me. We're not even talking right now. I wish it didn't have to be that way. Oh well, to bad for me. Well right now I am really stressed 'cause I gots like a bunch of stuff to do, that I haven't even started yet! Hopefully the night will turn out well . . . anyways until the next time I write! HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL! Especially the people that are reading this, and I don't really expect anyone to read it anyway.